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When NASA first started sending up astronauts, they quickly discovered that ballpoint pens would not work in zero gravity. To combat the problem, NASA scientists spent a decade and $12 billion to develop a pen that writes in zero gravity, upside down, underwater, on almost any surface including glass and at temperatures ranging from below freezing to 300 degrees Celsius. The Russians simply used a pencil.
There's a spiritual lesson here. Sometimes we make things too complex. Spirituality is as simple as falling in love with Jesus Christ and allowing Him to do His work in you. It's not complicated. Allow Him to do what He's so good at, and enjoy the relationship. Why over-analyze it?
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