Hello ,
"But God, who is rich in mercy, because of His great love with which He loved us, even when we were dead in trespasses, made us alive together with Christ (by grace you have been saved)..." Ephesians 2:4-5
God knows all about you and I...and He loves us anyway. He knows all the dark secrets of our pasts; He recognizes that we are frail, faulty, struggling human beings.
Not a day goes by when we don't need Him, and if He should not show up in our lives, we would be consumed.
God specializes in mercy, compassion, and a love that won't let us go without a fight. If you have been struggling, take heart. God is in your corner!
Have a great day and God bless!